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MY BODY IS HERE, BUT MY SOUL IS STILL IN AFGHANISTAN: Portrait of an Afghan Girl Chief – Ladies’s eNews


“The Taliban has destroyed 20 years of progress in Afghanistan in a matter of weeks. Irrespective of the place I’m, I’ll proceed to struggle for the rights of my folks and work to save lots of those that are in mortal hazard underneath this new regime.”

Hamida Ahmadzai, Former Member of Parliament, Islamic Republic of Afghanistan

“Clear Monday,” often known as “Pure Monday” in Greece, marks the start of Lent for the Jap Christian Orthodox custom. One other phrase for Clear Monday in Greek is koulouma, which accurately means abundance, however has grown to indicate a pilgrimage to the countryside, the place on this present day, many Greek households have fun by flying kites, which are supposed to symbolize freedom and purification of the soul.

However as an alternative of sharing it with Greeks, I’m accompanying an Afghan household, most probably feeling the other of abundance and freedom, as I watch Hamida Ahmadzai and her six-year-old niece, Urzula try and fly a rainbow-striped, kite excessive into the overcast sky. Urzula’s small hand grips tightly to the spool of string, not about to let go. Taking after her Aunt Hamida, she exudes the energy of somebody twice her age. However a gust of wind all of the sudden picks up the kite. It’s an excessive amount of for Urzula and she or he lets go, watching it dip and dive then fall instantly into the ocean.

Till six months in the past, Hamida Ahmadzai was a fiery, outspoken Afghan Member of Parliament and chief of her folks, the Kuchis. The Kuchis are historically a semi-nomadic folks making up over a 3rd of Afghanistan’s internally displaced folks.  Born into privilege, she was not sure by custom. Though Hamida and her brothers misplaced their dad and mom once they had been younger, all of them acquired educated and have become ministry heads, overseas diplomats and army commanders.  Nonetheless, she got here to energy underneath extraordinarily tough circumstances, because the Kuchis have by no means actually been concerned in political management. 

Since she was Urzula’s age, Hamida dreamt of changing into a pacesetter. She used to sit down in entrance of a mirror at residence and recite the most recent political points, training each phrase again and again, asking herself, can she be somebody? “That is the want I had for each Afghan lady once I was in workplace, that they are often whoever they need to be.”

In keeping with a Forbes article, for the reason that fall of the Afghan Islamic Republic, 64 of the 69 former girls MPs have escaped the nation with worldwide assist, together with 4,000 girls police, 800 attorneys, 300 judges, 242 prosecutors, 13 girls ministers, and eight deputy governors.

At first, Hamida was not planning to depart, however daily it grew to become clear to her that those that had labored hardest for democracy had been the primary to be focused and had been in grave hazard, particularly the ladies MPs, judges, legal professionals, activists and journalists that had labored alongside Hamida to construct the nation the final twenty years.  The Taliban repeatedly got here to her residence trying to find her, harassed and beat her personal guards, then confiscated her automobile and belongings. After two months in hiding, she was lastly capable of escape, becoming a member of the a whole lot of different girls leaders in danger, a part of a rare humanitarian rescue effort that resulted in 5 totally different flight evacuations final 12 months. The evacuations had been spearheaded by personal funding and NGOS, together with the Ahmed Khan Basis, Worldwide Ladies’s Bar Affiliation, The Melissa Community in Greece and  Mina’s Checklist, a U.S. based mostly NGO that labored very laborious to coach girls like Hamida to run for political workplace in Afghanistan. 

Clearly the wrestle for ladies’s rights and management in Afghanistan has been a protracted battle, fraught with many setbacks.  However with a quota securing near 30% of feminine members, the Afghan Parliament of the Islamic Republic of Afghanistan, referred to as the “Wolesi Jurga,” or ‘Home of the Folks,” was a beacon for feminine political illustration within the area, certainly forward of many EU international locations, even Greece.  

Younger, single and outspoken, Hamida led a breakaway group of youthful Afghan feminine lawmakers who had been urgent laborious for reform, all of which was dropped at a surprising halt on the fateful day of August 15th, 2021 “a day no Afghan will ever overlook,” she tells me, warming her fingers in entrance of a gasoline heater within the empty resort foyer in Greece the place I first met her. She quietly confirmed me on her cellphone a video she took of her workplace, the final day she visited, pressured to put on a full, black hijab. “I cried once I noticed my workplace for the final time,” she admits.

Tanya Henderson, a world human rights lawyer and Founding father of Mina’s Checklist, defined how she realized from working with a number of grassroots girls’s organizations that actual change on the bottom was usually blocked on the legislative stage. Coaching extra girls to enter the political area was a gamechanger, not only for girls’s rights however democracy normally. 

“Afghan girls are very organized internationally,” Tanya tells me. As an alternative of ready round for asylum, these girls have been very lively, mounting another parliament they’re calling the World Parliament in Exile. They’ve held a number of conferences in Greece and intend to broaden the coalition with the assistance of the Canadian, U.S. and EU governments. Their objective is to construct and create a world coalition by way of different girls’s democratic caucuses and to stress their governments to contemplate human rights when working with the Taliban. 

For the previous 4 months Hamida, her brothers, their wives, and children have been housed together with different Afghan girls MPs on the Marathon Seashore Resort, a big, downscale vacationer resort in Nea Makri, about 40 kilometers exterior Athens. It’s an odd if bittersweet website, this neighborhood of robust, Afghan girls, their husbands, brothers, youngsters, strolling previous shuttered vacationer cafes and docked fishing trawlers, biding their time whereas they wait for his or her asylum papers to be processed. After I met them, that they had already been in Greece for six weeks. Some had been transferred to residences in Athens and as distant as Thessaloniki. Hamida stands out because the chief of the group in Nea Makri, attempting to maintain the ladies’s spirits up, serving to to solidify the momentum they should proceed their journeys.

I share Hamida’s thirty ninth birthday together with her in a neighborhood fish taverna, watching her bravely hold a smile on her face for her younger nieces, wanting to blow out the candles on her cake. A Greek lady on the subsequent desk approached, and on studying who she was, shared that Greek girls have additionally confronted an uphill battle on the subject of defending girls’s rights, the previous 12 months marking the very best price of reported femicides within the nation. Collectively they agreed a critical worldwide motion was not solely wanted, however lengthy overdue. That is exactly Hamida’s dream.

“This isn’t the start or the tip of our wrestle,” Hamida shares. Bundled up towards the gusty winter wind in a camel cashmere coat and scarf, she’s by no means with out her cellphone, consistently fielding calls from different Afghan girls in exile. “We got here to Greece, and from right here our objective is to maneuver to Canada, the place we will likely be assembly with leaders and calling on the worldwide neighborhood of ladies’s rights defenders, human rights and youngsters’s rights to not overlook Afghanistan.”

Corey Levine, a softspoken however fierce Canadian peace advocate, author, and gender specialist, has labored in Afghanistan for the final 20 years. Her most up-to-date posting there was in 2020-2021, the place she labored for UN Ladies in assist of Afghan girls MPs. After I met her, she had simply returned from Afghanistan to evaluate the state of affairs on the bottom, certainly one of only a few feminine Western girls to enter the nation after the Taliban takeover. She speaks of “gender apartheid,” and is appalled at how the worldwide neighborhood has all however ignored the mounting humanitarian disaster there. 

In a sequence of reviews Corey lately wrote for the Ottawa Citizen, based mostly on her latest journey, she interviews the 5 remaining MPs in Afghanistan who didn’t make it out and stay in hiding. A type of left behind, Mursal, age 29, needs to remain, and restart the NGO she based to offer emergency help to over 4,000 folks. “The worldwide neighborhood supported us for 20 years and inspired girls that we may have a job in our society. I need to proceed to have a job, however I need assistance,” she informed Levine. 

Canada has dedicated to taking in no less than 40,000 Afghan refugees, the very best per capita variety of all of the donor international locations that had been concerned in Afghanistan during the last 20 years. The advanced Canadian asylum program features a particular humanitarian program to herald Afghans in danger, human rights leaders, persecuted spiritual minorities, LGBTQ people, and feminine journalists, legal professionals, judges and ladies MPs, however not all of them have arrived. At the very least half of the unique group slotted to obtain Canadian asylum are nonetheless “in course of,” many pissed off with the months of uncertainty and ready, and in response to Levine, solely 9 of the sitting feminine MPs when the federal government fell have made it.

Fortunately, Hamida and her household acquired the clearance and to depart Greece for Canada on the 9th of March. They landed first in Toronto and had been taken to Regina, however the household had kinfolk in Vancouver and most popular to settle there, for now.

I meet up with her two months later in Surrey, British Columbia, a predominantly immigrant neighborhood exterior Vancouver, the place she is now settled together with her 4 brothers, their wives and one youngster. Her beloved niece, Urzula, sadly remains to be caught in Greece together with her father, who was a former army officer in Afghanistan, which Hamida has been informed is the explanation for the additional delay by the NGO sponsoring them in Greece.

Hamida is visibly totally different right here. Quieter, she has misplaced weight, and shares with me her frustration and emotions of isolation. A lot of the different MPs who’ve arrived in Canada are in Toronto, already assembly with authorities officers, whereas Hamida is but to be assigned to much-needed English lessons by her immigration officer. Shespends her days making cellphone calls again residence, attempting to assist her folks inside Afghanistan. Regardless of courageous civil activists and even protests, girls are dropping floor in Afghanistan. She reveals me a video of a girl being overwhelmed brazenly within the streets by the Taliban. On August 14th, marking the one 12 months anniversary of the takeover, girls protesting in Kabul are dispersed by gunfire.  The ban on ladies schooling previous grade six continues, together with the ban on girls’s proper to work, besides in just a few areas such because the well being (male medical doctors are usually not allowed to look at feminine sufferers) and the restrictions on girls’s motion and clothes.  Worldwide sanctions and the suspension of overseas help to Afghanistan have had dire penalties on households, and the toughest hit are younger ladies. In keeping with a report by Save the Kids , ladies are twice as more likely to go to mattress hungry, and face elevated threat of kid marriage and youngster trafficking.

Cooking a scrumptious Afghan lunch for me one afternoon together with her two sisters-in-law, Hamida admits she appreciates being in Canada, and the way stunning she finds the folks and the town of Vancouver, “however solely my physique is right here, my soul is in my nation, my spirituality, I can’t ever really feel comfy right here, I needs to be in Afghanistan, serving to my folks.”  

She is adamant the worldwide neighborhood can not abandon Afghanistan, she insists the U.S. authorities releases the frozen help and calls for girls’s rights. The world must give attention to Afghan girls not as victims to be saved however having their very own company and management, not as political pawns. As journalist and doctoral candidate Lima Halima Ahmad writes, “ rather a lot has been written about Afghan girls however little or no has been written by the ladies of Afghanistan themselves.”  

In spite of everything Hamida tells me, she was elected by her folks, she is aware of what is required higher than anybody, and the very first thing for her is to power the Taliban to revive girls’s rights. 

That is the objective behind the coalition as effectively. 

She tries to remain in contact with colleagues from the coalition who’re unfold throughout the nation, some nonetheless in Greece, Turkey and Albania. However with the core group based mostly in Toronto, Hamida feels alienated from the coalition, stripped of her identification, and alone in an odd nation.  She has plans to maneuver to Toronto within the subsequent months, however funds are stretched skinny, the month-to-month allowances underneath her resettlement help from Canada shouldn’t be sufficient to maintain an residence in Toronto for the complete household. She’s going to hopefully discover an reasonably priced residence and transfer there together with her younger brother Qais, who nonetheless acts as her political advisor.

“No matter I used to be in Afghanistan, I’m right here and there’s no change. I’m robust and can all the time proceed with the wrestle. No politics will be achieved with out girls and no authorities will be run with out girls,” she says.

She sees her time right here as short-term and is decided to return, it’s her proper. “Now we have a poetic saying in my language, that after water has flowed by way of a spot, it’ll return there once more…” 

In regards to the Creator: Amie Williams is an American documentary filmmaker and journalist, residing in Athens, Greece. She is at the moment engaged on a documentary movie with the Canadian Broadcast Firm and a Canadian manufacturing group about Afghan girls MPs and activists rebuilding their lives in Canada.